Dear Li,
What's happening with me...??!

Why don't people see what I've been through? Li, people are prepared to hear his side of the story, not mine. For once, I don't want to broadcast it. And they want me to talk it out, clear everything... What's left, to be cleared?

Peter says he looked down, whenever they met. I don't know about him, Li. But I'm trying to get over that trauma. And talking to him won't help. If he's actually feeling down, I'll consider it good cuz I awakened a real person in him. But I can't let that one person thrive on me, my mum and dad... Li, help me strenghthen myself... Help me save my own heart and theirs too...

I just wish people would understand that hidden tears don't mean zero fears...!

Love,
Emma