Dear Tom... :)

Li, you're gonna go lol when you read this, but do read it... :P

Tom, I want to meet you : so filmy-ish this may seem,
But whenever you cycle past in your best jersey, you should turn around and see my eyes gleam!

Everytime you think, I hope you think of me.
This was on a Taylor Swift song, but I hope you know what I mean.

I would like a Time-turner, or a wand or two, maybe.
because then I could summon anything i want to me.

and then i would like to apparate without passing any test.
and then turn around on my heel and reach the place thats best.

i wish this world were Neverland, and i'd never grow up.
and that time would never pass by, and bad things wouldn't show up.

i wish i were in narnia, with mighty magic around.
to see the most spectacular views and become spellbound.

all this sounds so childish, i know, and so out of my time.
and so pointless my wishes seem, so crazy sounds the rhyme.

but all this i'm hoping for, just because i want to
and oh-so-dearly do i want, i want to be with you.

if i had all that, i'd summon your photos to me
and scan them and put them in my phone, forever to be.

if i could apparate without splinching, i'd turn on my heel right now,
and appear by your side just then, making you say 'wow'.

and if this were neverland, i'd never have to leave.
i'd never lose sight of you, be contended by seeing your shirt's sleeve.

if this world were narnia, and that magic were real,
i bet you you wouldn't be bothered by your thoughts as lights hid behind their veil.

i've lost the track of poetry, and my phrases sound crazy.
but all i ever wish for is that the moments with you never go hazy.

the room's empty, there's no sound, except the fan's humming.
my world literally lights up whenever i see you coming.

i wish you were here now, tom, we'd study together.
and i'm sure i wouldn't let it stop me in any weather.

wind, or rain, or blazing sun, i'd come to you to study.
and help each other out when stuck, like best buddies.

and as time passes i would want that 'buddy' never to change,
but to add upon bit by bit, increase understanding range.

i want a time to come when i can come to you so freely.
and go on blabbering to you, i may sound so silly...!

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there's raindrops on my window- pane, they trickle down like tears.
but i just hope it washes away your miseries and fears.
this time of the year, so surprisingly, puts her out of your mind.
and as far as i know Nature, i know she's very kind.

she works to keep the balance of life, all good and bad at par.
so that even if it's a moonless night you'll see a gleaming star.
i read this on a cover page, and it led me to thoughts so far :
"if you cry because the sun has gone, you won't even see the stars."

Allow little things to light you up, the way that they used to,
and i'm always there, you can tell me what to do.
That smile on your face, it's the most charming thing in the world.
it so lights up my life, like many banisters unfurled.

and yesterday, believe me, tom, you oh-so-made me fall,
with the tuft of your hair, your rosy lips, your perfection and all.
i don't know, but i've never seen someone as charming as that.
or was my heart making me see things, like hallucinations, drat!

oh, no, tommykins! it was surely you! you are so simply charming!
with your tuft, your lips, your smile, your eyes, and your love-- oh, it's so warming!
it was me, i'd been crazy enough to think that you don't love me
oh, haven't i been so crazy to think that you don't love me!!! :) :) :) <3 <3